Saturday, February 05, 2005
just went to read thru bits of my archives n felt v weird. doesnt sound lyk me at all. haha mayb zihao's right. i'v changed alot in the past 2yrs, mayb in more ways than 1. i'm no longer the stupid n naive person who thinks of dumb things n hopes for things dat i noe r out of my reach. now i noe to b contented with wad i have n i just wan to treasure the pple n things in my life.
i'm not sure if i believe in everlasting love n things lidat. mayb dat's y i lyk the song Think Of Me from The Phantom of the Opera, esp the parts:
"When you find that once again, you long to take your heart back and be free - if you ever find a moment, spare a thought for me.." n
"We never said our love was evergreen, or as unchanging as the sea - but if you can still remember, stop and think of me.." i guess it's not how long 2 pple stay together, but it's whether or not they were happy while it lasted dat really matters yah? i dunno wad'll happen in the future, no1 does. i only noe dat i'm happy now n dat's the only thing dat's impt :D
suddenly just realised dat i'm blogging alot abt the same stuffs dis days.. mayb cos dat's wad i have been thinking alot abt. sumtimes i think too much n too deeply abt things n it makes me so sensitive abt certain things to the pt where i hafta tell myself to stop thinking n not b paranoid. there'r so many things dat cannot b controlled so there's really no pt thinking too much. yah..
random thoughts at 6:21:00 AM
